Then I asked, "What is an Alien" . The girls responded with Extraterrestial.....things from another planet......green monsters...and so forth. I had to explain that it means they don't belong, Like when I was in Africa I did not belong to that country, I belonged to America, I was an American Citizen.
But to tell you the truth I don't even feel like I belong here. I feel as though my soul is dying. The things the people strive to obtain and things they want to accomplish are just not enough for me. Always trying to impress gets me distressed, Always trying to get wants me to forget , and wanting to make a name makes me feel distain. I am always left wanting!
I definitely don't look like I belong. I don't have success, I don't have a husband or kids, and I don't have a thriving career to set me on my path of success. And sometimes I feel as though I cant relate to anyone. I feel as though I am alone in this ALIEN thing. I might as well look like a green monster.